I see trees all around me
I smell the sweet dew below my shoes
I hear the wind rustling the leaves
I feel so alone
I taste the serenity of the quiet
I think I want to wake up from this.
(^based off a recurring dream I have.^)
I see blue skies all around me
I smell all the joys life has to offer
I hear a storm brewing in the horizon
I feel like something bad might happen
I taste the fear that’s holding me back
I think I should have stayed home today
Someday…
Someday I will leave this place
Someday I will be the first
Someday this world will be better
Someday I’ll change the world
Someday…
Someday…
Someday I will learn a new language
Someday none of this will matter
Someday everything will change
Someday the tables will turn
Someday…
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Happy Father's Day! :)
Heyyy, people. It's Father's Day 2010, and I have NOOO clue what to do for my dad. /: My siblings are coming over at 3... maybe they can help me come up with something! I don't know. Wish me luck with this.
So this morning at church, I realized something... People sleep in really weird ways! Hahah. That's not it though, I realized that I've come so much farther than I thought I did with my relationship with God. I still have plenty of ups and downs in my faith, but overall I feel good about it.
When I lived here before I moved away for 3 years, my relationship with God was AMAZING. Sure I was only 8, but it was probably the best relationship with God that I've ever had. And then when I moved everything fell apart, and I felt like all I could do was sit back and watch it crash and break. I thought I would never be the same, and I'm still not the same, but I'm getting there. I mean, the damage that is done will leave scars (literally), but it will also make my relationship with God that much stronger in the end. It just reminds me of what my amazing youth leader, Jenna Kraft once said: "When you feel like you're slipping away from everything, when you're about to let go... God is holding on to you with everything He has." I still have work to do, but my Father is holding my hand every step of the way. I don't know what the point of this, but I just felt like I needed to get it out of my head.
TTFN,
Heather <3
P.S. Some people really do sleep in strange ways. Hahaha. (Only Sunday Schoolers would get this.)
So this morning at church, I realized something... People sleep in really weird ways! Hahah. That's not it though, I realized that I've come so much farther than I thought I did with my relationship with God. I still have plenty of ups and downs in my faith, but overall I feel good about it.
When I lived here before I moved away for 3 years, my relationship with God was AMAZING. Sure I was only 8, but it was probably the best relationship with God that I've ever had. And then when I moved everything fell apart, and I felt like all I could do was sit back and watch it crash and break. I thought I would never be the same, and I'm still not the same, but I'm getting there. I mean, the damage that is done will leave scars (literally), but it will also make my relationship with God that much stronger in the end. It just reminds me of what my amazing youth leader, Jenna Kraft once said: "When you feel like you're slipping away from everything, when you're about to let go... God is holding on to you with everything He has." I still have work to do, but my Father is holding my hand every step of the way. I don't know what the point of this, but I just felt like I needed to get it out of my head.
TTFN,
Heather <3
P.S. Some people really do sleep in strange ways. Hahaha. (Only Sunday Schoolers would get this.)
Saturday, June 19, 2010
First blog!!
So, I decided to make a blog!! I hope everyone else is as excited about it as I am!! Even though something tells me that not that many people are even going to read my blog. xD Oh well, I still love you guys. So today was my first boring day of summer, and I have to say... I am HATING it. I have been sitting around watching iCarly and Legally Blonde 2 and listening to Skillet and Chris Brown allllll day. I wish I had something more interesting to post, but I really don't.
So most everyone knows that I've wanted to be a doctor for a while now, right? Well, I think too much. I'm really started to reconsider this. I feel like maybe it's not for me...but maybe it is. I've wanted to be a doctor for so long, that I don't know what to be if that's not it. I mean, I'm only a junior in high school so I still have 2 whole years to decide, but it's kind of scary. I'm getting closer and closer to being a college student, and I think that's SOOO exciting!! I just think I would enjoy that feeling more if I knew what I wanted to do in college. I guess I just have to keep listening to the voice in my heart, because even if it's not to be a doctor, my savior still has a purpose for me.
TTFN,
Heather <3
So most everyone knows that I've wanted to be a doctor for a while now, right? Well, I think too much. I'm really started to reconsider this. I feel like maybe it's not for me...but maybe it is. I've wanted to be a doctor for so long, that I don't know what to be if that's not it. I mean, I'm only a junior in high school so I still have 2 whole years to decide, but it's kind of scary. I'm getting closer and closer to being a college student, and I think that's SOOO exciting!! I just think I would enjoy that feeling more if I knew what I wanted to do in college. I guess I just have to keep listening to the voice in my heart, because even if it's not to be a doctor, my savior still has a purpose for me.
TTFN,
Heather <3
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